a muse ing

condition serious, but stable. doctor's note. two to three gallons of paint later. tearsheets, i wish you knew how much i wish that you were here with me. broken bones, hormones. computer freeze jaws of life. candy cane, window pane. back to zero gravity again. plan to party without me. allergies, strawberries. sex maniac, take that. against the grain, totally insane, without shame. i can't believe he came here. too hard to tame, put your condom away, i can't believe he came here. Red, Red, Red lips, Red shirt, Red eyes, Red mind, Red bed instead i'm Dr. Sue to you. put that in your crack pipe &smoke it ho ho ho go fuck yourself. who's gonna save you this time? oh, and drive me home.