Friday, December 19, 2008

some hotels

skip #13 when numbering rooms.

Monday, December 15, 2008

retractable

ho's and banjos. plainly compared to their mac make-ups. closeted concentrated cup sizes. designer drugs. skinny jeans, skinny thighs, gym junkie taking flight. fancy plates of fancy fun, drinking, dancing, prancing. strapless bras, strapless lives. sleeping, breathing for the same day and nite. hair and make-up repeating. valet. ballet. Barbie. Ken. spitting fit image can't turn away, just a phase. hair turns grey. as life. in black &white. rose tinted glasses half full. candy dreams are happier behind the scenes, until the movie ends and the characters leave the stage.
alcoholic cough drops. no hang over, skydiving into heaven, i've seen enough, he said. enough decisions.
slowly taking baby turns to corner herself behind the scenes of the scene.
&life is supposedly:
star studded pencil sharpened { dog ears > habitually marked up mechanical picture frame punctuations;;sloppy tye dyed lip~liner smeared
on a passed out page.

December

frail fingertips xylophone dream of a dream. transgressing transitions. damnit. damn hamper. Wicker Wooden Windmills. Damnit God. Take it away, don't give it back. I don't want the gifts anymore. Sometimes.
Heartbeatz sound louder than goodbye. Sometimes.
I sleep when it's all folded: neatly, in order, color coordinated, consolidated: in my mind. clean dishes, floors, refrigerator, microwave. aluminum foil. Cover me, I'll fuck every last one of 'em.
Monochromatic, analogous, complementary elementary baseball field. Flashing fourth graders, fucking with wide eyes, open mouths. Sucking on jawbreakers. Poisoned horny toads. Fuck that. i'll give you a show.
shortest road to everywhere. Oldest $tree. Double-sided tape for the poster you never made. Childless nonsense. Exercise minus breathing. Cover me, I'm cold again. Cover me, I'm old again. Clear, coastal, coasters. SoBe it.
Forever wanting prettier, stronger, wittier. Forever waiting, forever wanting. Forever wanting to not want. Not wanting forever in case it's longer in the end. Rewriting age--one thought at a thoughtless time. Like a mime. Nevermind.
Cracked out snowman, crocheted and cracked out. Noseless. Red smile. Cracked out eyes. Cracks in her fingernails.
Frail, forgetful, famously fucked up. Have you seen the corn cob pipe?
Technological snowman. Cover me. I'll show him the shortest road before he melts. transmigration transition. Cover me mutherfucka
i'm so damn cold